Nighttime....

Night ? It's your time to sleep and rejuvenate for the next day.  Only I wish that was my night. I can't be an emotional wreak in public because people will worry. I can't complain, I can't carry a face without a smile, I can't cry. I can't because people will see.   So I go to sleep and let it all out, my  feelings pour out and I hope they never return because it causes so much hurt. I can't take it any longer. I wish I could sleep.